Would I risk my Life?

Many sacrifice their lives for complete strangers. Why? I think many people sacrifice their lives because they feel like it is the right thing to do. I think they feel like it is the right thing to do because if they did not then they would have to live with the " what if's ". That is probably worse than dying.
I have talked to my mom about this because I was having trouble writing this paper. My mom thinks it is absolutely crazy to die for somebody you do not know. My opinion however, think giving my life for somebody would be probably one of the greatest honors.
I am the type of persont that if I see somebody hurting I have to help them. So if giving my life helped them then that is something I would give up. If I was walking past a house and I saw somebody in toruble like a couple fighting and a weapon was pulled out I would be there in an instant trying to help fix things. I have always been the person to try to fix things.
I think it is different for police officers and firefighters. They risk their lives because it is for the people of their country. That would be their pride part of it. Firefighters and Police Officers protect people not only because it is their occupation. They protect people because they want people to be protected and for no harm to be done. I think not just anybody can be a Police Officer or Firefighter, somebody trying for that occupation has to genuinely want to help and care for people.
I no doubt would give my life for somebody. Now there is only one question that YOU can answer. Would YOU risk your life for someone?

This is for you ♥ A day with you

There are not very many people that I would want to spend the day with. But, the one person that I would love another day with, the one person I would give anything to see again, would be my grandma. Most people would think that is crazy because I should want to spend the day with someone famous.

My grandma died on August 26th, 2011. She had been a very important person in my life. She is the reason why I am the way I am. She was very important even when my mom was pregnant with me. My grandma had always given me the love ALL children should have from a grandparent growing up.

My grandma was the type of grandma that whenever we had family get togethers she would always be with the babies and kids. Being with the adults was not something she cared to much for. Nobody understood why, but I did. She based her life around her family and I think that is the most important think somebody could want. Family.

I loved my grandma more than words can desribe. I never really got the chance to show and tell her before she got sick. Now that she is gone, I feel even worse because now I will never ge the chance to. I am still very, very angry that she was taken from me so soon.

I love you!!!

Dear Chickies,
    You guys are the most important people in my life. You have had a huge impact on me, and is a good one. You guys have picked me up when I reached my absolute lowest and you know what that was. If it was not for you guys I would not be here right now writing this letter. You guys helped me figure out who "Ambra" really was again.
     I remember when we had our first huge sleepover for Valentine's day and we watched our chick flicks (The Notebook and The Titanic). We brought my matress on the floor and made Jasmine sleep on the couch. Hahaha I can still remember that night. The best part of the night is when my mom came home drunk and was on top of Eva and Jasmine! Ughhhhh I hated her for that, but then got over it.
    I am going to miss all of our fun times together. Not being here anymore, seriously brings me to tears. I am going to miss all of you. But hey, who knows, you all may do better without me.
    I am no perfect friend though. I have had my moments when I was a complete jerk and I am terribly sorry to you Sarah, Jasmine and Eva. I really do love you guys more than anything and I wish I was here to tell you guys this myself. But unfortunately it came a little too late.
                                                                       LOVE Ambra! ♥

Immmaaaaagggiiintation :)

    SPIDER-MAN  ♥



There are not very many people out there who have inspired me. If I had to choose one I would say my favorite superhero Spider-man has. He has inspired me to be the best that I can be no matter what my flaws are. He has shown me this because he himself has flaws but he works with them.
    When he got bit by the spider and got his superpowers he did not just stop living because he though he was a freak for being able to shoot webs out of his hands. Which by the way is utterly awesome!!! BATMAN CANNOT DO THAT!!!! Spider-man has also saved many lives. Which is something that I wish to do one day. I plan to go to third world countries and help children get the education, food nutrition, and medical attention they need.I want to give back to the world because I know that some children do not have it as good as some do.
    Spider-man also has very good time management which is something that I had. He has time to be Spider-man and be Peter Parker and have time for Mary Jane. I do not know how he does it but I know I sure could not have. I have trouble keeping up with school and the extra curricular stuff I have. I love Spider-man and if I could be more like him I would.
*By the way Spider-man would totally take out Batman if he had the chance. The only Batman has On Spidey is the freaking bat mobile which nobody likes any way :)

The Luck of the Irish!

    There are many places that I would love to live in. My absolute favorite would be Ireland. I have lots of family in Ireland so it probably would be the most logical place to go. I know most of you are thinking, how do I have family there? I don't speak with an Irish accent or talk weird. Well I do not speak with Irish accent, I was born and grew up in the U.S.A. My great-great grandma and grandpa were born and raised in Ireland until they got married and came here for a better life. My Nana however does have sort of an Irish accent and she can speak a little bit of Irish. 

    Growing up I remember listening to her say things in Irish and understanding her. Now I can not remember how to speak the little bit of Irish I knew. I do think I would be able to survive and maneuver in Ireland pretty well. 

    After I graduate Early College I would love to go to Ireland and study abroad. I would either study science or get my degree in Social working or Ultrasound, MRI, CAT scan, and X-ray technician. See my future plans are huge. I plan to be somebody one day. Figuring out where I want to spend the rest of my life is just as huge.

    This may seem cheesy but my heart has always been set on Ireland, I sometimes get this feeling that maybe I am destined to go there. I do not know if it is destiny. The only way I can find out is by waiting and living life. For right now I am okay with it just being a dream and as something to look forward to. 

    *Directioner fun fact- My favorite band One Direction has 5 members. well one of them Niall Horan ( who is my favorite!) Is from Mullingar ireland. He was born and raised there. So knowing that makes me want to fight to go to Ireland because as much as I want to go, I want to go and meet him! ♥

I think this project was awesome, point blank period. I think we should all follow our dreams even if money is an object. I learned from my peers some of the things that they would do. This changed my perspective on some of my peers. Like, Pleban for example. I thought and still think he was sooooooo annoying and it was never going to change but, deep down he has a nice side and wants to fly people all over the world. I think everybody should have something they would do if money was not an obstacle.

Books,Books AND MORE BOOKS! :)

I love reading and writing. That is my favorite thing to do in my spare time other than singing. My most favorite book is Kim: Empty Inside it is written by an anonymous author. This book has touched me in many ways. The book is about a teenage girl who struggles with an eating disorder called bulimia. She develops this eating disorder when she enters college as a freshmen and the pressure becomes unbearable. The pressure becomes unbearable because she graduated high school at the top of her class and when she went to college things became to hard and she was no longer on top. The disorder had also started because Kim was the star child growing up. She always had to be perfect and do the right things. She always had to be the people pleaser because her parents were high executives in their line of profession. Stress had always been the key factor when things went wrong.
I can relate to this book because I am a teenager and I know what it feels like to be under the pressure. My entire life I was always the good child. I had to be the one that did not make any mistakes. I had to be the one to bring home the good grades. I had to have the good attitude and always be good around people. I went through all of that, however I did not develop an eating disorder. I went through depression, I always felt like I was not doing enough to be perfect, or make everybody around me happy. So I would go deeper and deeper until I hit rock bottom and there was not anywhere else for me to go. So I decided I was going to make ME happy. I was going to do things I wanted.
When I read this book, I felt everything she did. I wished that this book had an author published because then I would feel better knowing that I am not the only one that his hit rock bottom and kind of made it out. I wish there was an author posted because I would look for other books by the author and read them. Books have many impacts on people, some have positive effects some have negative effects.