Friday, May 17, 2013

#ToLoveOrNotToLove

Love and companionship are two things I know I could not live without. Love in the dictionary means: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. My definition of love would be doing something for another person no matter what the cost is.
I think that I could not live with out love or companionship because I would feel like the Creature in Frankenstein. I would feel all alone and I would probably go crazy. I am one of those people who can stand to be alone for awhile but then I need other human interaction. Everybody should have human interaction.
I have a kitten his name is Sin Claire and I consider him my "companion". I consider him my companion because I take care of him and love him as if he were my own child. I cuddle with him and play with him. I think he is just like a human being because like we need affection, animals do too. I could only imagine what it would feel like if my mom ignored me, I do not want Sin Claire to feel that.
There are people out there like me that have trouble loving people. It takes me a while to grow to love someone. For me there is a difference between being very nice to someone and having love for that person. I  have trouble with loving people because when I let my guard down I usually get hurt. It is not a fun feeling. There was one point in my life when I thought I was never going to love anybody or anything ever again. I lost my best friend, my cat I had before I got my kitten, and my grandma within two months of each other. I felt emotionally drained. But then I got my kitten and he is the only guy I need in my life and I just love him so much.
Some people say I am going to be that old crazy cat lady, I do not know if I am but if it happens than I am going to be just as happy. I think in my head when I hear that, at least I can love another creature as much as I would love a person.


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